The more I think about it, nobody forced me to drink. In the end, I took the bottle myself, and even though, young as I was, immature in many ways, not strong enough to make decisions on my own, to this day, when I look back on it, I wish I could have said, No, I’m not doing that, and even if I have to move away from home I’m going to, just to get away from the drinking.

Allen’s early days were much different than people’s lives today. “We were hunters, harvesters; we survived by living off the land.” He never dreamed that this life he knew and loved would be disrupted.

The death of a loved one is always difficult. With one’s passing, life’s most important questions are often asked. Few ever continue seeking the answers before the sting of death has faded. They somehow seem less important as days pass. But this was not the case in Arlene’s family. Listen as she shares how the death of her little sister became the turning point in their family’s life.

Struggling with bitterness, Arlene was determined to bring change in her life. She was tired of dealing with the way others treated her because of her mother’s illness. She did find change, but it wasn’t what she had anticipated.

Arlene grew up in the heart of the Navajo reservation. It was a simpler time, but her life was deeply effected by the stigma that her family was cursed.

After drinking for a while, it begins to take it’s toll on a man’s body. Jim knows… he drank for forty years. He was a wreck. But something happened one day that brought an end to his drinking, It’s something that would change his life forever. He was free.

Jim was on a quest for revenge on the one who abused him in his youth. “You can break up a man and not kill him. And so I went looking for him. Every time I went into one bar, he just left and went out the back way.” Something happened along the way though that changed his plans.

“Drugs are a horrible thing. I mean, I’ve hurt my family members, I’ve hurt friends… because I was so self-centered; I was very selfish, and that’s what sin basically is; it turns us into these selfish, selfish creatures that we only care about our wants, needs, desires, whatever. And drugs multiply that by a hundred.

The next day I was alive. I woke up, and it was just on my conscience heavy; “You prayed to God and you asked God, ‘get me through the night, and He did. What are you going to do?’”

Mario thought, “What am I doing with my life? I’ve got no future. I could not see a future for myself; all I could see was darkness, and the blackness of the darkness I felt that it was surrounding me at that moment, I could not even look into the future and say there was anything promising for me, and it was scary, it was scary for me.